SIBLING from Use All Available Doors (any race, 20s+)
My older brother used that brand.
He used to, to put the pen in between his teeth like a,
you know that thing, you know, like a dancer with a rose
in his teeth, with the petals dangling and the thorns broken off
and he'd just chew.
Chew chew chew.
I thought it was so gross.
Chew chew chew chew chew chew chew.
The pens, they always ended up like this one, a little bent in the middle and textured…
I don't know how he wrote with them but every night
I fell asleep to the point scratching against paper in short strokes,
words rocking me through paper-thin walls.
One of my friends, an only child, once asked me what it's like to have an older brother.
Wasn't too bad, I guess.
Mostly we just avoided each other.
...he, uh, he doesn't write anymore.
GLOVE OWNER from Use All Available Doors (any race, late 20s+)
Wait, that's--that's my glove!
They were brand new. I bought them with my first paycheck at my new job.
Red gloves with fleece lining. And touch screen compatible!
Which seemed like a luxury at the time...
I dropped the right one at Metro Center and a train vaulted it into the air, whipping it about until it landed on a grate across the tracks, perfectly posed like someone delicately resting their hand on a lover’s arm.
I stared at my right glove every day waiting for the train on my way to work.
The fingers started to blacken--I couldn't tell if they burned or just collected dirt--and once the palm was plump with a rat making a nest. Every morning I watched my right glove dip farther and farther into the grate as my right hand became number and number in the cold.
It was during this winter that I became increasingly aware all my favorite love poems were actually tragedies.
GUITARIST from ID (any race, 20s+)
This is an original
an original song
As much as anything can be original at least
What am I but a copy of my parents
who are copies of their parents
of their parents
of their parents
and perhaps this song is a copy of us
as we are copies of them
or maybe not
there are painters
who spend their lives copying great masters
making reproductions of their work
and sometimes their copies are put on display
while paintings in museums are on loan or removed for cleaning
and no one’s the wiser, no one knows
at that point you have to ask
does it really matter if no one can tell the difference?
There was a woman
you know this story I promise you’ve heard it
a woman in Spain who attempted to restore a detailed painting of Jesus,
covering the original in thick, eager brushstrokes.
And maybe that ruined the painting
or maybe she simply created an original and a copy.
Because this is art and this is life, isn’t it.
Our lovers are copies of the first,
our clothes copies of a pattern,
our work a copy of the one who taught us
whether it was a mentor or the ever-present weight of life,
and maybe this is wrong or maybe it’s okay
And this is an original song.
As much as it can be, at least.
FIGURE from This Vessel Is A Fragile Thing (any race, 50s-60s)
The book of the generation of The Body,
the child of, the child of?
They begat they; and they begat they; and they begat they and their kin;
And they begat her and him of there; and she begat they; and they begat him!
No lies lie here, this is built of truth:
As below, so above, and as above, so below, here to perform a singular miracle.
Just as every speck of being came to be through one focus,
so every speck is re-created through one focus, a singular thing.
The sun is their father,
the moon their mother,
they have been carried in the gut of the wind and nursed from the breast of the earth.
All natural perfection is here.
They are most whole when transformed into earth.
Break the earth from the fire,
pull apart the structure from the essence,
carefully, with complete attention.
And then, from earth to heaven, they rise,
And then, from heaven to earth they fall,
and in this they draw the power of all types.
In the witnessing of this, you can bear the understanding of the whole world
and lose any uncertainty.
This is true mind, true guts, true nerve, this conquers the structure and reveals the essence.
So were they made. So were you. So was the whole world created.
And with this knowledge, through this process, magnificent adaptations may be produced.
I am I and I have said all I came here to say.
BAKER from This Vessel Is A Fragile Thing (any race, late 30s-40s)
I went home early.
I went home early.
I went home early
because I was
The sky, it was…
I thought a storm, a bad storm.
And then the sirens
and I am home safe my daughters are clutched in my arms we are stuffed in a closet smothered in pillows and I am home safe with my family we are safe we are safe we are safe everything is fine it all ends with some trees in the road, nothing bad, it hurt others still it missed us we are fine
But my… my life spared…
A terrible trade.
My shop is gone.
My life spared but my livelihood
This section of the main road will be closed three years,
no one can and no one will build here. The town will suffer,
travelers will skip over us along the new loop in the interstate
and the people who live here will now focus on their own livelihoods,
buying cheap bread in grocery stores instead of chicken salad sandwiches,
canisters of coffee grounds instead of fresh-brewed cups,
baking kolache and klobasnicky with their grandmothers
or maybe they will forget their grandmothers and just make do with a biscuit and jelly, and frozen sausages in buns.
My children would have been better off with my death insurance.